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Just a moment
I said to her she
was my horse. I said to her Its ok
if she wanted to change her pallet, I will
hold no I'll will. Then I said to
her "One should never be in a place
they don't want to be, so commit
to whatever your decision." She reassured
me, and I felt confident we both made
a good choice. Experience has taught
me to look at it this way, 'its always
nice to be asked and be wanted'. But the "nice" part about being asked depends on what kind of people are asking. Somtimes logic and the heart is not so even up. Sooner or later one-of-em is gonna need a spot.
I
had questions in me that night. But I new, only time was gonna answer those questions. So, I got
hammered. And all those questions that same night turned into one question, wheres my next drink? Can I get an AA? I can't afford to lose
my cool anymore; health reasons.
But getting stoned on scotch, did that
help my health? Later I think, when
they don't try and steal from you,
do you now have something to worry about? There is something flattering here. Even though the song is old, we all need something new once in awhile.
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Another small batch
of random moments
He said to me, " he's
mad at me" I thought to myself,
I kinda-am too. Then I watched
them hug, and that made me feel;
sorta. So I played. I moved on
with my life. And let it go. But
I will not forget.
I'm not crazy.
I know what I'm talking about.
Numbers count. I don't forget history
like most competitors need to. I mean, with most people, why shoot
down thier own confident's with facts when lying about it to others and yourself is
so much more enticing for a game.
History here is a matter of perspective to some. Regardless if its fact or fiction or ones twisted conviction. Yesterday, outside, It was
cold and wet,
but inside it was dry and warm with
random solar flares from out the pocket. Tom didn't wear his team
shirt. And I was called crazy.
Friends are more important to some people than this fuck'n league is anyway. I felt a little bad, just a little, it could be this slight cold I have making feel this way. |
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Jan 22nd, 2012.. |
CNYE Omelette 2012. FLIP. |
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20th, 2012.. |
Florence Nightingale effect |
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Florence Nightingale Syndrome
"The Florence Nightingale Syndrome is also referred to as the Florence Nightingale Effect. This syndrome happens when an individual caring for another individual develops romantic feelings for them. More specifically the Florence Nightingale Syndrome is a psychological complex that might happen when a vulnerable patient is being cared for and their caretaker develops romantic and oftentimes erotic feelings for them. The Florence Nightingale Syndrome can also occur when the patient develops romantic feelings for their caretaker as they begin to see them as their protector" florence-nightingale-syndrome
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On
random days I have said hard things
during lunch..
On
8-2011. I said to her "Because
he knows he will never get penalized
for being an asshole, he feels protected
for-being an asshole." Unfortunately,
this protection-inadvertently-encourages
him to continue to be an asshole. He
gets away with it (being an asshole)
with just a warning. He has gotten so many warnings by now to him its almost a permission to be an asshole again. Because of so
many years of this "asshole" patronage. Classic, spare the
rod spoil the child. I almost
now feel obligated to fix this annoyance
being there are no real grown ups in this old scenario. I am a member and more important,
am a paying member. So, for the sake
of the quality of my membership
and for the good of the other members.
I am thinking of knocking his bitch
ass out doing something about it. Hopefully he will learn something
from it and later realize I was doing
him a favor.
On
6-2011. Being discredited is a factor
here. History matters. Records matter.
12 wins 5 losses means something. Life
is not the dow jones. If he's cool
with you and not with me than one of
is beings used as a cushion and the
other a mask.
On
7-2011. I said to her about six
months ago "Im going to avoid the west
coast for a while, being japan went
thru a full blown nuculer Melt down
and most people on that side of the
world are sucking it up.
"Everyone
hears what you say. Friends listen
to what you say. Best friends listen
to what you don't say"
A
few day ago. You can call it a
lie. Maybe an interpretation? Perspective?
A twisted truth? A half truth? Its
there and its not there? Once it was
said the camera does not lie. Nowadays
most cameras lie in great detail. The
camera sheds a light on things we choose
not see or didn't notice. We choose
what we want to see. How we see. Why
we see. Our favorite parts of what
we see. Exaggerate and then wash out.
See everything around it until something
there emerges. I have written on my
public profiles things like, "the
falling of the light and shape of the
shadows creates the significance of
what is before us." Hmm? Vision.
Go figure. I think I had a little more
passion a few years ago.
I'd
rather you not shit in front
of me.
You know, by hitting on a married woman
continuously you are calling her a
hore, right? I mean some circumstances
might change the meaning who's really
the hore. But we both know, she recently
got married, and you shook the hand
of the man that married her and now
you are trying to sleep with her. You are
doing it openly in front of other
mutual friends and acquaintances
of her and her husband, you are kind
of telling me and her and her husband,
f#ck you and everybody else around
who notices cause I can do what I want when I
want and how I want. This is the worse attitude anyone can have in life. Its the most hurtful and the most destructive.
I don't know anything
these days, people are strange with each
other these days, but I'm no different. For careless reasons, sometimes we make people
out to be something they are not. Or.
They are what we make them out to be,
we just didn't know how much we cared
about it. Or didn't care about it. Maybe
our relationships are so personal that
it just doesn't matter what we do with
other people just as long as we don't
do it to each other. Birds of the same
feather flock together? No? Yes?
"Its not stress that kills us, it is our reaction to it" ~H.Selye
Today. Darkwolf
says "republican or democrat,
who ever fucks up is gonna get the
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Drank like fish and left a tip bigger than the bill, rock stars we were; yes, oh yes, we were. |
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Jan
12th, 2012.. |
Shoot
it.. A few days ago. |
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"A system of capitalism presumes sound
money, not fiat money manipulated by a central
bank. Capitalism cherishes voluntary contracts
and interest rates that are determined by
savings, not credit creation by a central
bank" ~Ron Paul |
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And it's not all because of Medicare"
~Ron Paul |
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| "Friendship is born at that
moment when one person says to another,
'What! You too? I thought I was the
only one" ~CS Lewis |
"True love is like a pair of socks:
you gotta have two and they've gotta
match" ~Erich Fromm |
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JANUARY
6th,
2012.. |
About Last
New Years Eve. FOTO SET 2#
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"This bright
new year is given me
To live each day with zest . . .
To daily grow and try to be
My highest and my best!" |
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| "Have the opportunity
Once more to right some wrongs,
To pray for peace, to plant a tree,
And sing more joyful songs!"
~William Arthur Ward |
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DEC 31st, 2011.. |
New Years Eve.
FOTOSET 1#
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"Happiness
is when what you think, what you
say, and what you do are in harmony;
good or bad "
~Mohandas Gandhi |
  
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